Ku mohon kekuatan dari kekuatanMu Wahai Pencipta.

Mungkin, saat semua sudah tersedia aku leka.

Mungkin kerna terlalu selesa dengan apa yang ada, aku lalai.

Mungkin Pencipta mahukan aku dekat denganNya.

Mungkin Dia rindukan tangis dan rintihanku padaNya.

Aku redha, aku akur Ya Allah.

Walau apa yang terjadi, aku bersyukur Kau memilihku.

Aku bersyukur dengan apa yang kau berikan.

Sekurang-kurangnya jika ini adalah salah satu jalan untuk melunaskan khilaf ku yang lalu, aku pasrah wahai Tuhan.

Aku masih ada Engkau, masih ada keluarga yang sanggup berkorban apa sahaja untuk aku. Alhamdulillah.

Ku mohon dariMu Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan dari kekuatanMu.

Tabahkan lah aku. Yakinkan aku, Engkau sentiasa bersamaku.

Dan timpakan lah ujian yang mampu untuk aku tempuh Ya Allah.

Jauhkan lah aku dari putus asa.

Aamiin.

Dear Me.

Everything will be fine. Trust Him.

^_____^

Alhamdulillah. Sejak-sejak ni hati semakin berminat untuk membaca dan mendengar bahan2 ilmiah. Berbeza dengan aku yang sebelumnya, mencari ketenangan dengan muzik, lepas tu emo sorang2. Hihi. Tapi setelah lebih dua bulan aku cuba tahan diri, dan di saat aku mahukan ketenangan aku cuba untuk tidak mencari muzik, tapi cari ceramah dan kuliah agama. Tak susah, sebab aku Kelantanese, so langkah awal aku dengar kuliah2 UAI. Bahasa dia sangat mudah untuk difahami (mungkin korg yang bukan dari pantai timur agak susah nk faham. Tapi ape susah, Ustaz Don ade. Ustaz Kazim ade. Ustaz Bollywood pn ade. Hehe try tgk yang mane korg rase kena dgn selera korg.) Menghiburkan dan penuh dengan ilmu. Sekarang rasanya dah tak perlu paksa, bila nampak je link yg berilmiah, trus rasa nak klik. Alhamdulillah. Syukur ketenangan diberi dengan cara ini. Post ini sebenarnya sekadar untuk berkongsi lirik. Video boleh ditonton disini. Sama-sama muhasabah dan insafi diri. =)

Taubat Seorang Hamba

Hati hiba mengenangkan dosa2 yg ku lakukan,

Oh Tuhan Maha Kuasa,

Terima taubat hamba berdosa...

Ku akui kelemahan diri,

Ku insafi kekurangan ini,

Ku kesali kejahilan ini,

Terimalah 3x.....

Taubatku ini.....

Telah aku merasakan derita jiwa dan perasaan,

Kerana hilang dari jalan menuju redhaMu ya Tuhan.

Ku akui kelemahan ini,

Ku insafi kekurangan ini,

Ku kesali kejahilan ini,

Terimalah 3x...

Taubatku ini...

Di hamparan ini ku meminta moga taubatku diterima...

Ku akui kelemahan ini,

Ku insafi kekurangan ini,

Ku kesali kejahilan ini,

Terimalah 3x....

Taubatku ini...

Ku akui kelemahan ini,

Ku insafi kekurangan ini,

Ku kesali kejahilan ini,

Terimalah 3x..

Taubatku ini...

Suweeeeeet! ♥♥♥

He wait for her for more about 5 years? Or more? Wuuuuu~ and she is one of my close friend. 

We all know that she is one of the girl that is hard to fall in love. Hard to like and admiring a guy. Her heart is really expensive. With her cute face, and gentle heart not to forget soft-spoken, of course all of the good guy want her but she strongly refused them all. That guy liked her since we are all in our diploma studies. Until one day, after we are all graduated from our degrees and that guy got a job he came back and wanted to get close to her once again. And surprisingly, she reply his message after long lost contact. She usually didn't reply. Or I can say that she never will reply. Maybe Allah opens her heart to reply his message that day. And continue to be weird thing is she started to have lots of conversation with him. She never ever get that close to a guy before. 

And now that guy ask her to be his. How sweet is it? He used to try to get close to her while we're in the college but she never give a good respond to him. And with his patience,I think he almost got her now. I wish their relationship will end with marriage cuz I see the chemistry in them since 5 years ago =D He is a good guy and deserves her. Congratulations Mr. R and take a good care of our dear N ♥

At least..

At least I'm not judging people on how they look and what they wear. I just do by experiences.

So Not.

I shouldn't be like this. He's just nobody. Not yet. Or maybe never will. Who knows? But since it is growing, the jealousy has already be there. This is so not me. Adi this isn't you. Wake up and stay still. He's not yours.  Don't take it for granted. The end will not be like what you have imagine. Just try your best to make your dreams come true. Improve yourself, pray to Him, and trust Allah. As simple as that. So stop acting like he's already yours.

Girls, Don't Move Down!

I don't know but recently I saw girls that still can't accept the facts that everything is over. They're no other than my chingus (friends). Sedih. Ada yang masih tinggal dalam memori silam. Dan ada juga yang masih cuba mengejar sesuatu yang tidak berbaloi untuk di kejar. Girls, I saw you as my sisters. I know its hard. When you're loving and hoping for someone but then he left. STOP clinging onto guys that never know how to appreciate you girls. You deserves someone better than that.

I am not good either since I never experienced having relationships for more than two years so I never know how that feeling grows. I might be have a feeling like you too if I'm in your shoes but please, jangan tunjuk sangat awak sedang kejar dia. Just let him go. He will come back someday if Allah stated that he's your mate. But before that day comes, please don't put him deep in your heart. Throw him away and let just Allah be there. Insyaallah you will feel better. Don't have hope on people, but have hope on that person's creator (Allah SWT). STOP doing things that make you think of him but do things that makes you closer to HIM. STOP sending messages to him but do send your du'a to Allah. STOP remembering him every night in your dreams, but instead, let HIM (Allah) take over him from your heart and mind. Just STOP GIRL.

You may think that everything he does is just an act, to see how strong and loyal you are. But if he really do loves you, he will NEVER hurt you. NEVER. Didn't you think that Allah wants you to let him go for a while? or maybe HE wants to tell you that he isn't for you so just let him be. Positive thinking is good but in this case, positive thinking about the bad things that he does to you and all the harsh words that he said to you isn't the right thing. Its just a sign that might not meant for you.

Before loving and hoping on others, do love yourself and Allah first. Insyaallah, the happiness will be yours. Only He knows when the time will come but trust me, Janji Allah itu PASTI =)