Always.

Going out once again. Of course if it was me, then I'll always wanna be with X. But should have expected that he also will have someone that he likes. Today just hanging around the beach and have some drink. Gotta be in a photo together.

He asked me the same thing once again. Maybe have no more things to ask, but he still wanna teased me. X, you shouldn't do that. You know, I have high expectations when you always teasing me in front of our friends. And later, on lunch time he asked me where do I go. Of course I'll have expectations once again. Why do you always asking me things and teasing me? Am I easy to be bullied? He didn't do that much to others. That's why I have an expectations.

But, today we go out with his and my friends. And so, while we're all joking and teasing about one of the couple there, suddenly the name of this girl come out. And his friend said that he likes her. Of course he'll deny it but looking at his image, yes. He wants that kind of girl. I'm still too far from her. She's gentle, religious, soft-spoken etc. Should have expected. Shouldn't have too many expectations on him. So, this is why I'm not as excited as usual but yeah, if she's the one that he likes, then I won't do anything anymore. Cuz she's perfect for him.