New Path. New Journey.

I've been free all of these time. But I never want to be in any relationship cuz only me know how it will end. But being in this new environment, meeting new peoples, it changed me little by little. Its great to be in new environment with people that have lots of similarities with us. 1st week, we already becoming close with all of our group members. And second week, of course its become even better, being close enough with all the class member till we can just say anything about our secrets and hanging out together.

But, because of this one guy called as X, everything becomes upside down. I guess experiences really has an impact on me, yea I don't easily showed that up but deep inside me, I know everything. The fact that X is always choosing a seat that can be seen by me and our gaze always meeting each other, yes, something is growing inside me also. He has this aura when I look into his eyes. It crashes all the ice inside me. I'll say it precisely, yes, I'm melting. Once again.

He shouldn't have shown his interest in me. I don't know maybe once again this a one-sided feelings but its too late for me to deny, its already growing like crazy when he shows all the interest when we interact.

To tell the truth, having this feelings again after more than years, (biases excluded XP) its actually something good. Blooming like sakura. And once again, because we're being too close, all the classmates and group members, out of nowhere, I can sense that one of my close friend there too have something growing inside her. And then this morning X said something like "If me and my bestfriend like the same person, then I'll give her to him." Upps! Lets stop here. If continue then I'll kantoi. kkkkkk. To be continued.